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Thursday, June 30th, 2005

(make a happy)

Subject:i need
Time:2:06 pm.
Mood: lovely.
i need a boyfriend, or a girlfriend...i just realized how lonely i was today...and when i went to go and see RENT!!!
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this was the best musical i have ever seen in my life, SO SO SO SO GOOD!!!!!!
if you havent seen it, you should
the music was excellent and it was the sweetest thing i have ever seen

Monday, June 6th, 2005

(1 's | make a happy)

Time:12:30 pm.
Diana, Princess of Wales, was born on July 1, 1961 to the Viscount and Viscountess of Althorp. Diana's parents divorced when she was six, her mother leaving her father for another man. During the rest of her childhood she shuttled back and forth between two households. At age fourteen, she had described herself as hopeless and a poor student.

Diana began purging the night before her marriage to Prince Charles, having discovered that her fiance was in love with another woman. During her marriage she felt no control over her life, it was a repeat of the pain and betrayal of her childhood.

In a 1995 BBC television interview Diana revealed to the world that she was a self-injurer. She said that she had cut her arms and legs, explaining, "You have so much pain inside yourself that you try and hurt yourself on the outside because you want help." "Diana: Her True Story," a biography written on the princess said that Diana had thrown herself into a glass cabinet at Kensington palace at various times, slashed her wrists with a razor, and cut herself with the serrated edge of a lemon slicer. Once, during a heated argument with Prince Charles, she picked up a penknife and cut her chest and thighs. Her husband still scorned her, and thought she was faking her problems, that it was melodramatic attention seeking. During a fight on an airplane, Diana locked herself in the bathroom, cut her arms, and smeared the blood over the cabin walls and seats. Another time she threw herself down the stairs.

Diana died on August 31, 1997 in an automobile accident with her boyfriend, Dodi Fayed, while trying to evade the paparazzi. She was a courageous women, and gave further prominence to the problem of self-injury.


http://self-injury.net/doyousi/famous/


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WHAT THE FUCK...i never knew that

(make a happy)

Subject:thinking...get you nowhere
Time:12:33 am.
Mood: thoughtful.
have any of you ever read "Death of a Salesman" ?
there was a quote in it that said something like...and i am paraphrasing here
"and after all the bus rides and the appointments, you are worth more dead than alive"
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my mom is going through some finalcial trouble(...or at least she says she need more money, but who doesnt?!?!?!) and i was thinking that if she ever needed my life insurance money to survive...would i kill myself for her sake? its just something i was thinking about
i dont think i could ever do it, i am to much of a coward to actually kill myself, but if it was for an actual cause and not a cop-out, do you think my logic would be reasonable...or outlandish?

Saturday, June 4th, 2005

(make a happy)

Time:6:16 pm.
i am about to kill myself with my text book, finals are such a bitch!!!
here are all the reason should kill myself and back up reason for those reasons.

my mom thinks her life sucks and she is behind in her bill paying.
-i have insurance and she would get that money and could use it to pay for her bills
-she wouldnt have to pay for my college tuition and my two years that are left of high-school

my brother is ruining my life
-he treats me like my dad treated me when he was still around
-he doesnt appreciate me

i am fucked in life
-i am not smart enough
-i just have a voice
-no one realizes i am a person of depth
-i will never pass my SAT's
-i will never get a good grade in science
-i will not finnish college

i dont know what to do with myself...please help me....

Thursday, June 2nd, 2005

(make a happy)

Time:11:46 pm.
Mood: devlish.
JESUS, why is he so fuckin hot!!!

SO HOTTT
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i want some hot stuff
baby this evening
i want some hot stuff
baby tonight
i want some hot stuff
baby thing evening
gotta have some hot stuff
gotta have some love tonight

(make a happy)

Subject:hp
Time:11:42 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
THE NEXT HARRY POTTER BOOK IS COMING OUT SOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!
I AM EXCITED BEYOND REASON!!!
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sadly enough i will be in camp so my mum will have to send it to me
AHHHHH

Monday, May 23rd, 2005

(make a happy)

Subject:i have nothing to do
Time:7:38 pm.
Mood: awake.
i have nothing to do
i am oh so very bored
maybe i'll do art
create something out of cardboard
oh, but this stillness
is of so very nice
for the moment being
i think it will suffice
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ahhh, no it wont. i need something to do...maybe i'll watch a movie!!! YES!!! fun, i am going to watch a movie and talk to my friends and eat at the same time, that is...if...my food ever gets here
damn delivery!!!

(make a happy)

Subject:ahhhhhh
Time:7:36 pm.
Mood: defiant.
finals are coming up and i am so fucked
i might do something crazy to get out of taking them...maybe i will die...yeah, that will do it
of course i am joking, but of course i could always go insane and then they would commit me to a ospital
NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE ME TAKE THESE TESTS!!!!
NO ONE!!!

Tuesday, May 17th, 2005

(make a happy)

Subject:pajama day
Time:5:22 pm.
Mood: blah.
today way pajama day, it was so great, ollie wore his bowling pajamas and michelle brought in her stuffed elephant.
i wore my brown plaid pants and a wife beater, classic and fun.
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my eyes hurt from my contacts right now and i only have science and english hw tonight, i should do it now and have it done by 7:30, but i'm to lazy...oh well
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i think i'll do some art later tonight, but i'm not sure
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last night i had a really frightening nightmare...
i was at school on the front steps, i was calling my mom on my cell and then she let me have friends over to my house
while still on the front steps of packer my brother and myself got into a big fight about a diary written by sumara (the girl from the ring)
he ended up taking the diary from me and i ran home with my friends
we ended up getting home and by that time the entire neighborhood was inside my house for some strange reason
then sumara came into my house with her twin
she started to play with my brother, but only me and my brother could see the girls
then, sumara's doubly evil twin started harassing me...my brother egged her on
then the x2 evil twin started to physically attack me and when i went to scream she stuck a knife dopwn my throat and slit my tounge in half.
to die faster i slit my wrists.
but my friends didnt do anything...they just turned around and stared at me
they watched me die, they didnt even look the least bit upset.
...and then i woke up in a cold sweat
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write you later
Camiriel Out!!!

(make a happy)

Subject:tomorrow is...
Time:12:20 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!PAJAMA DAY!!!

Monday, May 16th, 2005

(make a happy)

Subject:packer spirit day
Time:11:53 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
it was packer spirit day today...i didnt wear anything spirit like thought...i didnt feel i needed to
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oh and by the by, the layout is by the lj-user its_the_eyes
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i got to watch the end of HP3 for the 15th time today!!! woot...it never gets old
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i really should pick up LOTR sometime soon or i will never get it done by the end of the summer...DAMNIT!!!
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i had to watch Good Morning Vietnam for a history assignment.
if you havent seen that movie, you should. really, i'm serious...GO SEE IT!!!
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okay, thats it for now...i am tired, bye bye
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wait wait...i lied, one more thing
my cousin stopped over today to tutor me for chemistry, i love it, i just dont understand it...this is a problem
but it was funny, we had a few laughs and drank the entire pack of root beer...and a bad of m&m's

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